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Simon: Did you know?

Emily: I knew you had a secret. But when you were little you were so carefree. But these last few years more and more it’s almost like I can feel you holding your breath. I wanted to ask you about it, but I didn’t want to pry. Maybe I made a mistake.

Simon: No. No mom, you didn’t make a mistake.

Emily: Being gay is your thing. There are parts of it you have to go through alone. I hate that. As soon as you came out you said, “Mom, I’m still me.” I need you to hear this: You are still you, Simon. You are still the same son who I love to tease and who your father depends on for just about everything. And your the same brother who always compliments his sister on her food, even when it sucks. You get to exhale now, Simon. You get to be more you than you have been in, in a very long time. You deserve everything you want.

Sometimes when people say that theyre gonna wait and let fate guide them and everything will be ok it kind of annoys me because im like… no make what u want happen for urself and dont wait around? This is in relation to relationships, not to jobs/money. You talking about how patience isnt necessarily a virtue reminded me of that. I get why people think that way to an extent but i also want people to want the best for themselves n go out n get it n not just accept what or whoever

yeah, i feel you. it’s a very thin line. I love blind faith as a concept. I love the idea that someone believes that they are intended for bigger and better things but if there is a God, she doesn’t mean for you to be a total dumbass in the process lmao. I mean occasionally we’re all a lil dumb in our choice making but to sit there and endure something wayyyy longer than you should?? that’s not God’s plan. What’s patience worth if you’re not accessing your power? if you’re not totally eager to make it happen? Patience is a good concept but a bad excuse…

also I love you bby for being snapfam and bringing it to tumblr. thanks for your input, I love it💕💕