often the black sheep of the family, is the most sensitive of the children. the one who absorbs all of the energy of the shadow of the family. they absorb it and act it out… and act it out for the sake of the family. to wake them up. to be the one who clangs the bells and says “hey, something is wrong… I’m willing to be the card bearer for that.”

I love the black sheep, the defiant child, the oppositional child, because they are not willing to bow down, and are willing to say to the world “until you fix what’s wrong with our system, I will keep falling apart, I will call you to that.”

beyoncexknowles:

“You get this trophy, and you’re like, ‘I basically starved. I have neglected all of the people I love, I conformed to what everybody else thinks I should be. And I have this trophy. What does that mean?’ The trophy represents all of the sacrifices that I made as a kid. All of the time that I lost being on the road and in the studios as a child and I just wanna blow that shit up.”