rubybelluccii:

rubybelluccii:

This year has been incredibly tough. After so many setbacks, like switching cities, having my ex get me in legal trouble with a fine i’m still dealing with, leaving my last job after my ex-boss sexually harassed me AND getting robbed idk how i’m hanging on bc i feel like the dumbest bitch alive when i try so hard and my kindness is constantly used against me. Things have been looking up as I finally have my own place and work 6 days a week, but this city is just coming out of slow season and money is so tight. My last check was only $200 and I get paid every 2 weeks. Sometimes I make cash but it’s never guaranteed and I’m lucky if I do. September will be better as tourist season picks up and I’m praying I never have to ask for help as it’s so embarrassing and spirit crushing. I have to be able to have $700 for rent money so that leaves me with nothing left to have for food or lyfts. Friends have offered to feed me and give me rides, but I hate being a burden so I don’t ask often. I HAVE to be at work. I just need like $50 to get me through to my next check in a week or so. I literally can’t afford to lose my job. Anyway fuck my life, but things will be better. I’m praying. Thanks for reading this. I hope you all are loved and thriving bc I know it’s not easy. I love you. Don’t send me hate mail bc I’ll block you. 

looooooove u love u: $50 for food/lyfts

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paypal: rubymarietho93@gmail.com

venmo: rubymarietho

A dumb bitch is still waiting to get paid. Florence made business super slow. 4 reservations a night type stuff. I had 2 tables tonight. Anyone wanna be a gift from God and send me 10 for a lyft to work tommorow? I’m sorry

😦 thank you.