today was an emotionally supercharged day. group was very uncomfortable. it was only three of us. just the girls. that was nice but sisterhood always overwhelmes me. some daddy issues came up. the babies have been away for a week so I’ve been alone with my thoughts. I haven’t talked to my best friend in 4 months, I think it’ll be years before we can talk again. I turn 27 in a month and I’m trying to be ok with that. I just watched ladybird and I’m sobbing abt it. think I’ll pick up around the house and then sage it.