outpatient has been a gag. thus far my biggest takeaway is that everyone is older than me. which motivates me to get it together sooner. I’m still very linear in my understanding but I figure being proactive now will offset any distress in my later adulthood. pretty much I don’t want to end up like my peers in these groups. I want to thrive as I age and that’s gonna take work. I’ve been a mess and I just want to be me again. so that I can do what im meant to do.