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my father is apparently homeless im on this very unstable job that pays me when they can what they can and i currently have 30 dollars (counting with yalls donations) to live with until i get paid (which can be now or never).
my mom was doing uber but recently we’re getting1-2 uber drivers killed a day in my town and she is too scared to risk her life.
most freelance things i do is out of love to my friends and i dont expect that high of a payment.
my graduation shooting happened but i could only pay my team $12 dollars each for their 12 hours of nonstop work. i paid myself 10 dollars for it.
ive sold my cello and now the only things i can sell are the things i use to make money (computers).
60% of everything i have in my house was donated to me my mom and my little sister.
im on my lowest ever (mentally speaking) and i still have to write my final assignment so i can be one step closer to graduating but i cant concentrate cause i dont take any meds other than 5HTP i bought myself 3 months ago and its already ending and cant look for a psychiatrist cause i literally cant spend money on bus tickets like that.
im rlly spending on whats necessary for my survival while trying to save money for emergencies.
apart from all that i gotta deal with a really ignorant and abusive family that lives 2 mins away from me and that are constantly, if not daily, making me lose my shit.
my mom threatened abandoning me and my little sister just now cause she was afraid since i called my father out for not helping us with money in the past 2 months and made him mad and he said he wouldnt send us any more again.
my paypal is johann-johann@hotmail.com OR j.freitasteixeira@gmail.com
brazilian accounts only receive money if you donate using the “pay for goods or services” option.right now paypal is the only international service that covers brazilian banks.
thanks for listening.
medranochav 