no problem bb, honestly I followed for the make up artistry/ concepts but I stayed for the person. i think a lot of people lack self awareness or they endure stuff they shouldn’t have to put up with because they don’t know how to be alone with themselves, but that isn’t the case with you. so I think that you should continue to do whatever it is that you think you need to do for yourself and for your loved ones, and I can see you going far in life if you do